Sunday, August 10, 2008

"My healthy"??

I was smile, but inside my heart.... You don know what am i thinking!!


My nose, became more worse... like now, is very very pain.. i keep sneezes til my rhinal is pain and my eye started to get swollen... and pain til i cannot fall to sleep...
I started to worry about my healthy, I'm only 23 yrs but my body is very very weak even I look strong.. i got allot my sickness... nose allergic, medicine allergic, tummy bug, asma, blone pain, and my Hand problem( last time accident) !!!!! every time when i feel not well i have to take my allergic pills to control,last time i can stand and let it recover without medicine but now i cannot becoz i have to work... if every time MC soon my boss will goreng me sOtong....... I hate to take medicine becoz is not good for my liver! but what can i do???? last time i ever do body check up and the result is i allergic with a lot of food, I'm suck one of the food that i allergic with is ORANGE (my favourite fruit)!!!!!! can u guy believe??? i have been stop eaten it a year.. i really don know how to control not to eat, coz is a lot i cant remember it!! HOW?????????????????????????????????? mY NOSE IS REALLY REALLY PAIN... nowadays my eye always swollen and allergic, especially when i do chemical work..:(
my hand, day by day getting pain.... root rankle!! Mum ask me to see doctor, but i don know go look for which doctor?? I not Familiar with SG yet... and when got problem always my parent beside me, but now..... I"M ALONE! I"m wondering when my hand will clam and i have to stop my job... i'm worry!!! Coz i started to love and enjoy my work....
Haizzzz.... really frustrated!!! worse !! is really worse.......... don know next is what problem come again!! fuXX...........................!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Life

Huhh... Its been few month ago i din upload my blog. I was remember why i didn't upload for so .. Is becoz SOmeone had complained on me that i added his pic on my blog, at the time i was "STUCK!!" am i wrong to that?? Why is a blog for actually?? I din reply to that person at all but deleted all the pic... Cehhh!!! don talk about it anymore....

Anyway, now i was started to Work at SIngapore 2 weeks ago since i end my courses which is 1 month ago.. MY salon "EXPECT STUDIO" is on Orchard road.. (hey fren, there's a lot of shopping mall around my working place, kekekekek......) Sure u guys will "Ki SIa" when come here! everyday i pass by the shop my heart sure Itchy one lo.. but i keep control myself not to walk inside, if not HAbis laa...~~~ Even my colleague they also not let me go inside they know i will lose control ... hahhahaha!! Well i quite happy and enjoy working over here, all the colleague treat me very good IN THE MOMENT, just begin la..:) my senior they gave me alot of chance so i will learn hard and work hard here:) ANd learn to SAVE MONEY!! k...lo!! kkekke...

I realise that Life is hard, spend money is easy but earn is hard! Every people over here is just thinking of how to earn money.. and nowadays i keep thinking HOw to be rich for make my life more enjoy and easier... I walk to bus station and to MRT everyday, sometime after work i choose to walk back... hard for u guys to believe right!! even i always complain i was very tired, but actually i enjoying the life too.. when alone i think a lot of things. Now i always think how can i earn more and more money when i was young??? AT THE MOMENT I HAVEN GOT ANsWER LO!!! hehehe... but what i wan to say is, DON WASTE YOUR TIME WHEN U YOUNG, THE MORE YOU LEARN, THE MORE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU DON KNOW. i hope u guys will understand what am i trying to say..

I miss you guys a lot, ofcoz i miss my parent too. I don know when can i back to Miri. I think should be next year lo :(... Hope u guy wont forget me ya.. :)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

TONY&GUY my BEST CHOIC3



My courses is Going to Finish Soon... I'm going to miss them a lot..

Friday, May 9, 2008

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

why I so moody?

Don know how came this few days i was so Moody.... Feel so sad in this few days!! ( Becoz period Soon!!!) But in my mind only keep thinking of him and my life at here...

From his blog, i know that he no more cancer cells and his blood is become normal... Is great to here that :) i miss him a lot...... i just read his blog just now, he done a video clip with alot of photo... how i wish he will add mine pic with him... but he din!! i feel so up set.... i always expect much from him but at the end just made myself unhappy... How i wish i can sharing with him my life here... Haizzzz!!! sien............... Am i really so stupid coz keep thinking of hm?? Patrick teach me how to forget about him, he ask me gO look for new Guy!!! K...lorr, Pat!!! U though buy vegetable hio??? As long as he's healthy and Happy......


Next month Going to move to another place, its more far from my school.... its take 20++minit to Mrt station, after that take 24minit to My school.... Omg!!! My mind now start thinking what time i have to wake up next time!!!!! 7am??? huh!!!!! I was so headache with it!!


WHy i wan to be so xin ku at here??? but like this mean xin ku ma?? i think a lot of ppl is more xin ku and pity than me, i'm very xin fu already becoz my parent support me alot here!! ofcoz u guys also la .... i really have to challenges myself, even now i really feel hate to face it. if really cannot stand than gO back miri lo.. Hahhaha!!! So Bo iong hor me!!! u guys come and try la..... next time don say i'm QIan Jin Siao Jie, ok!!!!!!

tired!!!!!!

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Lif3

Happy Labour day!!! I'm not a worker but i have holiday too..so i'm happy lo...hahaha!!! BUt I'm sick not so serious la.... flu, cough and fever last night... :( Today no class but i was stay at home the whole day, so so so lazy gO out!! i wake up at 10am, but back to sleep again... wake up on 1pm than cook lunch for my housemate them.....


it's look like i just waken up horr.... hahahah!!!


after lunch do nothings.. lay on the bed talk with wawa til fall asleep. BUt my stupid(Raymond) housemate knock my door, ask me to help him read chinese! STUPID!! don chinese don open chinese website la... after that he ask me to test whether he get fever or not. Maku...... so garli him la... i say myself also sick cant test for u!! than i close door.... so angry to see him!!! thani continue sleep again.....


I was wake up on 5pm, that stupid man Fan me again!! He wan to borrow Malaysia ringgit from me, than i say i Only Got Rm30 he say: harrrrrr... Rm30 NIA, ok la.. i borrow Rm10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !@@#$@@@^&*(... when he talking with me he using a tower to cover his front, but when he turn back.... Chau CiPEt la him!!!! i can see his Burit without anythings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EIiiiiiiii......... i really very very tulan him u know... NO MANNERS!!! now i always close my door when he's at home.... HAIIII............................... still alot of his cibai kuan i no sharing nia... sure u guy wan Tampar him.. But never mind la, i'm GOing to move out this end of month..................................


Happy Birthday To WAwa.... 29.04.08

Guys, Guess how much the dessert!!
Din give her a birthday party and birthday cake, buy i did bought her a present and bring her went to dinner at Felix's working place... We enjoy the meal so much!!




27.04.08 Sunday


I went back to Malaysia that day... hahaha!!! actually i went to Johor with my housemate, together 5 person... we went to a shopping mall i forget what name liao.. my housemate told me that we jus shop around the shopping more don Go out side coz is dangerous!! JOhor many Pai kia ba!!! I shop alot and eat alot la.... I went to mY favourite shop to eat Kim Gary!! Yumm Yumm.....




After a while, you just can't cry anymore.
You just have to believe that what happens
is what's supposed to happen, and, well, you
can't change that, even if you tried. So just
dry the tears, and hope that tomorrow will
be a better day.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing
happens by chance or by means of good
luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of
true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur
to test the limits of your soul. Without these
small tests...whatever they may be...life
would be more like a smoothly paved,
straight, flat road to nowhere. It would
be safe and comfortable but dull and
pointless.
I think there's something more
Life's worth living for.
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing.
One thing's true, there's always a brand new
day.
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day


Friday, April 18, 2008

Tired...

I had been went to study for 1 week ago, its was so interesting... but tired!! stand the whole day, learn cut cut cut....


The 1st day i wake up so early, worried will be late.. coz haven estimate the time how long it will take to arrive... Papa and mum was called me, they worried i be late too.. so touch!! :) Of coz ah Ngii alwauys by my side.. haha!! he sent me a draw to supported me....


Hahah.... noob drawing!



I having a big problem from the 1st day, they're using english lauguage communicate.... Shit!! My mind was stuck at the moment!! They speak so fast!! i not even can catch what they said...... And there's a lot of word i'm not understand!!! PROFILE!! DIAGONAL BACK !! DIAGONAL FORWARD!! NATURAL INVENTION!! TRANSIENT CUT..........BLA BLA BLA!!! i really headache.......... Only me and a women who from thailand having the same courses, i stil have to speak english to communicate with her.. but i can speak well in front her, becoz her english also lan like me.. hahahaha!!!!!
My teachnician so handsome o... look like my fren Jeremy, i wan to laugh when he talk to me coz i feel like Jeremy were teaching me!! haha... fun fun!! I learn a lot of things from the 1st day, there're strict and very Pro, i love it so much.....





Tuesday, 1st time having breakfast alone.... before that i was so worry to eat alone. but after that i don think its so hard, and pity as i think, i was enjoy it... Today i cut live model, i was so nervous becoz i have to speak with the model, i cant even came out a word!! really shitt.... The technician was so patient even i cut so slow.. and the end the model was very satisfy with the hair style i cut.,. i feel so satisfy and so happy.. :)





Wednesday.. haii.. i was late and didnt take breakfast than went to class liao... coz if late will deduct our attendance marks.. Huhh!!! today i so pek check with the technician( another 1) he keep asking me question and i keep answer wrong than he use the comb to hit my hand!! so pai se u know.. many classmate were there too.. but i still keep laugh!! my classmate told me just be patient, the technician is gOod and full of knowledge just his mouth a bit bad! k..lorrr...... i tahan nia lo... But he really full of experience, the way he teach i can understand very fast... My thailand classmate black face to the technician the whole day.. she also get hit by comb alot!! hahaha....




thursday.. i learn point cut, cut cut cut.... than cut my finger!! hahaha... my technicia bey tahan and say me : how come point cut also can cut ur finger, u really lihai la.....!!! K...lorr!! cut finger nia ma... last time i cut my finger everyday... ehehhehe!!! i feel proud when i cut my finger!! siao ca bo...........





Friday..... today i cut 3 live model, walauuu.............. i can feel very very tired! never tired like this b4.......... my leg pain til i want to cry... i don know how to get back home, i really tired... tired til i cry in the bus!! i can feel i have no energy anymore............ i wan to sleep but cant fall asleep coz too tired!! the whole day keep concentrade on the cutting, chuan man..!!!

Eventhough feel tired everyday, but i know that i have to be serious on the courses... coz they really teach u alot of different things... In a words ~ LEARN TO BE A PRO STYLIST~~ Never regret to choose TONY&GUY. Gambateh Gambateh!!!

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Happy Sunday :) 13 April 2008

Today is a wonderful sunday :) i wake up on 12pm... than went out to eat with my housemate... we went to eat at Tiong Bharu Food court after that we went to a shop drink coffee ( OLD TOWN COFFEE ) .. the SI MAT NAI CHA very nice o.. sure bring u guy go tatse it.. wait u guy come ya... after that i meet up someone... WHO?????

Jeng Jeng Jeng!!!! Chau ah Gua le! u guys have wacth his latest movie?? Funny la... u know he say my fren! REN CHANG DE BEN LIAN DIAN HUA DOU BU HUI YONG. coz my fren didnt know how to fuction my phone.. hahaha!! paloi ba! Chau ah Gua reallu so humor la.....


SHe is Terry!! My housemate... Nice Girl o..... see hat chau ah gua behind us ke po!! hahaha.....


Nice girl married liao.. hahaa!! This is Henry, her husband... They Treat me very gOOd, i feel wan to stay with them longer, but cannot lo.. coz no room for me :( Sien


Hello!! I'm Mr ke po Raymond... He is one of my houstemate too.. still available in the moment. But marry soon...


Went back home sign in msn again!! haha start speaker with Chau Piet Piet(hanl ling) the whole day, from 4pm til 10pm!! Kick le!! SE ME YI SI DOU BU DONG! both of us eat and drink in front the webcam and bully ppl (Casper) kekeke.......


Paloi the whole day!!! Chau piet piet, thanks you for accompany the whole afternoon, love you ... muaksssssss!!!

He is Casper!! He look more handsome with cap!! He sam bat, so sam bat!! u guy can look for me if intesting of him! BApa ayam lai de... hahah...FUN!!
Haii... Tomorrow class started liao.. So jin zhang le! HAve to gO by bus and train.. 1st time alone , don know can used to it or not. sorry worry gO by wrong bus, later late! how? haii.... better sleep early.. Ohh yah!! Jen almost cried when chat with me, she miss me so much... hahaha!!!! Love you Jenn, come over to meet me lo....
Go, ZZzzzz.. liao!!




























































































































Saturday, April 12, 2008

A boring day!!

I wake up around 12 something, rain so heavy... My mind was thinking how ya if the first day i go to school also rain so heavy?? Escape the first class??? no good le.... Take taxi lo??? Hahaha... think alot.....


I stick infront my laptop the whole day... Fiona nudge me every morning.. than i start chatting and webcam with her.. she look so busy today and show me she is busy working and me do nothing!! Connie saw me in webcam, i miss her so much.... keep asking her come to Singapore visit me ba.... she said wait her save money 1st, walau.... everyone say that to me. Ok lorrr...... i jst wait... Ppl always say, GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT!!


My breakfast emm..... no, is my lunch, Roti plus milo. Few day i take those food as my breakfast and lunch... hahha.. last few days keep eat mee maggie til vomit. Jiak lat le!!!Paloi ba.. coz lazy went out! Than mY housemate looking for me to go lunch with them, i eat again but, but cant finish coz not delicious...... hahahaha......Last time i will think drink milo and eat roti was very pity, but i don think so.. i enjoy it!! A lot of ppl nothings to eat la.. so i'm so lucky liao....
Hahha... after lunch with them i came back home and stick in front the laptop again..... So so sien!!! No ppl to chat... everyone busy........

Suddenly i remember that today is Chang Lieh and Alice wedding!! Opsss..... so mortifying that i cant attend :( i called up Jennifer, i ask her to help me Pau Ang Pau.. at the moment Masaki was there too... :( if now i'm at miri, sure with them together..... haii... really miss you all so much la.... I called up Chai Chang Hao too... huh!! they was so so so happy to hear my voice, Exspecially his wife Shirley always say miss me miss me.. Marry me la don marry Ah Hao.. hahaha!! They 2 plan to marry soon, than when is my turn le??? Hohohohoh........


So sien!!!! Play Game, wacth movie , listen to song... whole day just Stick in the room!! Cho ha mik tu bey chai...... SE ME YI SI DOU BU DONG!... Finally Noob sign in, and we chat by speaker few hours... he talk so much to me, like Jesus!! hahahaha..... Know who is tht Noob?? Of coz ah ngii la.. hahhaha.... He really noob ba... nowadays like to drawing drawing.....
Again sien!!!! whole day sit on the floor, no chaiR no table.. how le?? bo pien lo...... waiting felix finish work than Go Take my dinner... while waiting the times, i sapu lantai and mop lantai, cuci baju... sure u guys not believe i do those things la.... hahha.. i really enjoy it!!

I'm alone walking down to the bus stop and Going to meet felix At Tiong Bharu plaza... Emm... i can go by bus 123 but i so paloi i keep wait bus 195 coz i biasa naik this number bus with baby.... paloi or not? ahahhaa... Huhh! i eat alot le... eat roti pratA and kueh tiew goreng but i din finish eat la.. coz i wan diet..hahahhahaha..... we chat til 2am, chat chat chat.... apa pun chat!! haha.. than came back by taxi.. tonight feel better than yesterday when walked back home... ok la... alone also SOng le... hahah...

I miss Him so much today??? He still inside and never walk away from my heart??? I wonder?? But i really miss him alot... How are you now??? Pain or not??? Vomit?? Got a lot of things i like wan to share with u, but i know everything from me for u is just a nonsense.. so i never try to look for you again... coz i scare to hurt by u again!! ur coldness always hurting me.... Anyway, i really hope u can get well soon. Pray for u always :)


Haiii.. now is 4am liao.. i still not feel sleepy! chammm... evryday sleep so late, my panda eye came out liao lo....Worry when start my courses i cant wake up early!! si la anei!!!!!!...... k la... now Go ZZzzzz liao.....
JENNIFER, MASAKI, PATRICIA, CHAI CHANG HAO, SHIERLY, ALVIN, LEONG MING YIH... HAPPY LA U GUYS TONIGHT.. JEALOUS ME NIA...

Friday, April 11, 2008

Sad days!!

Yu hoo!!! Welcome to my first blog...

Its been long time i wan to have a blog, becoz of my poor english so give up few times to wirte.. So now hope u guys don laugh at my broken english ya....



I'm at Singapore now, Having my hair course at Tony&Guy. My course will be start on coming monday. I came to Singapore 1 week ago, everyday hangging around with Baybee, felix and Amy.. But today, suk ching went back to miri liao.. and Baybee Jong who accompany everyday also went back to kl ......... so i'm alone now! After send baybee to bus stop, i went to dinner with felix.. after dinner we wanna Go play pool but full house! so we back home lo.... Today 1st time i went back home alone, i don know whether i'm went into the right bus or not, i feel so worried and plus my inferiority complex! i hate this kind of feeling so much! In the journey i keep looking around, every bus stop look so familiar i keep recognize which bus stop i have to go, at the end.... thanks god i was arrived.. but i have to walk few minute to home, i called Fiona.. and she keep comfort me.


I feel so so sad when i'm arrive home.. and i was crying! I feel so so lonely.. First time i had this kind of shit feeling.. I online and Ah ngii was sign in, and i cry in front Ngii ( WEBCAM) i don wan to cry alone, its really saD enough... Ah Ngii keep comfort me and draw many cute pic to made me laugh!! Thanks you so much.. Ngii.... at the moment, papa was called me suddenly, i act like i'm fine here.. i don wan to made them worry so i keep control not to cry when talked to him... i really wan to cry out when talk with papa, i wan tell him i'm lonely here, but i din.. Papa told me tomorrow they wan to gO Chau mu, i feel sad again, coz this is the fisrt time i din went to pray my grandfather, i feel guilty... i miss grandfater so much!!!

Fiona was calling too... we cry together in the phone!! She also face a relationship problem than i comfort her back..( hahaha.. i was sad but i comfort ppl balik!!) Fion also called me, she keep asking me not to cry, i have to enjoy the life here.... i feel touch with what they did to me.. I love and miss you all so much.... :)

Someone called me up too.. i share a lot of my things with this person! This person care me so much, but i not sure what my mind was thinking!! no point to keep contact with this person..........But........

One of the reason i came to Singapore is wan to be independence! I don wan always be protected by my parent! I wan try to do all the things that i never do..... I know now i feel so hard for me to used to it, but i know 1 day its well become my sweet memories :) CHEER UP PEI LING !!!